I ORD LO...well actually i wasnt exactly thrilled they day i ord. It felt like just any other ordinary day in camp on 9th Nov. Hahas i was probably too shag out that day to even feel the excitement. The night before on 8th Nov, a sunday, i booked in as usual. That night we were all high on the word ORD. We went to the roof of my company and took some photographs to keep as memory as well as to everywhere around the company line. At last we settled down and started playing some poker and dai di and mahjong with the poker cards and mahjong set we brought into camp..MUHHAHS ( too bad encik din manage to find out ). We practically played the entired night. I played till abt 5am thn i went to bed. My idiotic friends carried on and distrubed me all the way till its abt 7am. Simply put it i didnt get enough slp that day.
The following day I went to WORK...my position sounds kinda cool. Its called Procurement assistant. 1st Day of work i already work OT. Shag sia. Well today was the second day, it aint any better thn the first. WORK NON STOP yet theres still a pile which is about 10cm thick left my on desk. I'd better clear it tmr if not that 10cm gonna be a 20cm by the end of tmr....
I got the sudden feeling to pon work....hahas get MC from polyclinic. I wonder if i can still use my 11B instead of my IC and smoke through w/o paying for my MC...hahhas..( how i wish if it'd work )..
A lonely number like root three.
The three is all that's good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic
I know I'll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three
As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed
David Feinberg
- Mood:
chipper - Music:Happily Never After
The weathers been so bad lately plus everyday under the sun for NDP. Now here i m after almost lying 23hrs on bed w/o food and only a few sips of water. My body's gone all crazy. 1st came fever, next came flu and cough, now its rejecting anything tt i m taking into my body. Spent the previous night sitting in the toilet "peeing thru my ass" and puking like no tmr. f*** man. Dun even haf much strength to walk ard. wads happening??
- Mood:
drained
10s into the game i was right under the loop. My man shoots from a 3 pointer and misses. In my mind i was " oooo tt's my chance". I jumped as high as i could, reaching out desperately attempting to catch the rebound in the air. YES!! i made it. I was glad i caught the ball with both my hands securing it tightly to prevent anyone from snatching it away whilst in the air. Just when i land my idiot man dashed in ( despite we being in the same team ) resulting on me landing on his foot. AS SUCHHHH i sort of did not land flat on the sole of my foot but rather on the sides of it. The moment i heard a "piak" i was like WTFFFF and i fell to the ground. Everyone came rushing towards me and kinda helped me off the court.
Then this 5v5 game soon became a half court 4v5. 10 more mins into the game 2 more fellas got injured. LOL i could say i was pretty lucky. HAHAS. the other 2 got fractured ankles. hahas. well i could say its a blessing in disguise. Because i was injured and have problems moving around i was pretty much excused from all the "sai kangs" in camp. HAHAS.
OOO next week tiger trail. Having to run in outfield conditions for 10km. Blehs. So much so for training for AHM.
NDP rehersals starting soon. YAY!!! i got the easiest job ever. My job is to simply blow up balloons ( hopefully by machines ) and throw it at the audience during NDP itself. Hahas how fun man.
Argh i need more nicer songs to get me thru the days in camp man. Camp life have been pretty boring lately other thn watching dvds. OO lately i have been hooked up with this show called "boys over flowers' hahas. nice show but i still prefer the taiwan version...
- Mood:
tired - Music:happily never after - pussycat dolls
In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away
With my feelings on the March wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring
The overflowing drops of light
One by one warm the morning
Beside you, I'm a little embarrassed
After a huge yawn
I'm standing at the door to a new world
What I've realized is that I'm not alone
If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you
The dusty whirlwind
Tangled up the laundry, but
The white moon in the morning sky
Was so beautiful, I couldn't look away
There are things that don't go the way I planned
But if I look up to the sky, even they seem small
The blue sky is cold and clear
The fluffy clouds float by quietly
If I can share with you the joy
Of waiting for the flowers to bloom, I'll be happy
From now on, I want you to be quietly smiling beside me
If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything you ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me?
Did you regret (did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget (did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left
To forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget
We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all
And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget it
Please don't forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us
- Mood:
calm - Music:Dont Forget - Demi Lovato
O.o its been 8 weeks since the last update. geez. Been kinda lazy to do anything abt my blog, Hahas. Yay, finally i got my gay skin changed into some gothic punk type of skin.
Well i had a WEEK's OF OFF this entire week. Finally a long well deserved break after all the outfields and training. WOHOO. ATEC is finally over!!! Hum i haf been thinking much about alot of things nowadays, considering the amout of "lau" time i have at home. I was pondering wad LIFE is really all about.
Sad to say, to hear or to see that many pple out there behave in the most hypocritical way to get whatever things they wanna achieve. Well must one really stoop to such level to actually get things done? I have always been put into such situations before even in army. I have been made to choose which side to stand on and is often left without an answer. Shld i be a bastard and a hypocrite to just see things happen and not bother about anything and be the good guy? Or shld i just stand up, do the right thing and get something done or prevent something from happening before it actually happens. Hum, bothersome isnt it?
Another thing is that does money really makes the world go round? It seems to me that everything in this world is about money. Although some might think that money cant buy alot of stuff, but think about it man. Without money u cant buy anything, sometimes wont even get things done. ARGH. I think i haf too much free time this week to think of all sorts of rubbish. Blehs.
I tink i live more happily when i was a child man. Being a child rawks!! No worries, no politics, just pure fun. How i wish i dont grow up and thrown into the cruel world, seeing, hearing or maybe even doing evil.
Aniw on a random note, I M BROKE!!! spent quite alot at IT fair. got myself a HP computer and some memory cards.
Cant wait to go drinking next week!
Its been hell of a long time since i haf updated my blog. heh. been pretty lazy to do anything abt it. Well, new yr new beginning, thus i haf changed my theme. Initially i try to choose a theme as close to a rabbit as possible but i guess i will make do wif a cat instead. Somehow up the line i tink they are from the same family many many yrs ago. Hahas.
I kinda got a bad feeling abt this theme. Its kinda gay i would say. Its PINK in colour. ARGH!! i tried to change the colour but i made a mess out of it. @%$^@#^%$@#. I m such a blog nerd. tsk.
Recently for Xmas i had 2 new members joining my family. Both are rabbits. hahas. 1 is grey in colour which i would call it "kopi O" another is light brown which i would call it "tea ping". hahas. sadly kopi o passed away 1 week after i got it. how sad. i guess it got frighten by strangers and soon stopped eating or drinking. hais.
Last week was a really tough week for me. Outfield is totally OMFG! went on for 4 days wif 2 sleepless nights. worst of all i m tasked to dig holes on the floor. This is the 1st time in my life i dun dig the floor wif my entrenching blade nor stick. I FREAKING USE A PICK AXE. wtf man. the floor i m digging is a tar road. WTF!!! spent 5 hours to dig a few holes from 12 am to 5am. knn.
The next day i was like too shag out wif my officer. both of us sit on top of the tank and rest wif our helmets off. Thn this sneaking umpire drove his vechicle beside us wif such stealthness and snap 2 shots of us. i was totally stun but was too tired to react to it. Tmr the battalion gonna haf an after exercise review to discuss abt our flaws. I M SO SCREWED TMR MAN.
- Music:Right Na Na --- AKON
sha sha sha I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
and now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear
The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
You're friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
You're friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
and Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like
The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss i'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be, with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do ooh
You make me love you sha sha
You do
woots met up wif derrick, yee hsu and ying chuan ytd! so happy to see them again after such a long time. I guess everyone's still the same. Yee hsu is as usual late for half an hr. Tsk! o wellz. DInnered at new york new york for like 3 hrs plus. We kinda haf like endless topics to talk abt. HAHAS. 80% of the topics are as u all haf guessed its all abt army. Boring topic to talk abt but i guess tts the only common topic ns guys haf nowadays.
After which me derrick and ying chuan went to walk from suntec to sommerset mrt station. hahas. walking pass the old SJI made us think of the days we had in SJI. Those days were the best by far. After passing the istana we reached Merridian or rather its called concorde now. heh. i kinda only found out ytd. Remember when we were sec 4 we used to visit the lan shop there every week. Hais. Thn we did our usual stuff walking down the streets while carrying on wif some army talk. hahas. O we met a couple of frens while having a stroll down orchard. Victor is one of them. hum its been a long time since i last see him too. hahas.
o man i nid to meet up more frens soon man. 1stly i m dying to see my suck cork buddy from army. miss those days where we did stupid stuff in army man. 2ndly is meet up t16 again this sat. hopefully more pple will turn up this time.
As I'm staring through this fire,
it's too late to make you mine,
so far from where we started so far from what we wanted
and as both our worlds fall down,
we get lost and we get found
so far from where we started so far from what we wanted.
I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes.
If I had the money honey would you love me, love me, love me,
if I wasn't just somebody like me (like me)
If I had the money honey would you love me, love me, love me,
if I wasn't just somebody like me (like me)
I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes.
Though I'm sure to see the signs,
that we are falling back in time,
so far from where we started so far from what we wanted.
And I'm trying to right this wrong,
so I need you to be strong,
so far from where we started so far from what we wanted.
I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes.
If I had the money honey would you love me, love me, love me,
if I wasn't just somebody like me (like me)
If I had the money honey would you love me, love me, love me,
if I wasn't just somebody like me (like me)
I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes.
Yeah Yeah Yo Yeah Yeah Yo
I know you know, so let it go.
Yeah Yeah Yo Yeah Yeah Yo
I Know you know.
I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes.
If I had the money honey would you love me, love me, love me,
if I wasn't just somebody like me (like me)
If I had the money honey would you love me, love me, love me,
if I wasn't just somebody like me (like me)
I've made mistakes that I can't erase, I've made mistakes.
Yeah Yeah Yo Yeah Yeah Yo
I know you know.
Yeah Yeah Yo Yeah Yeah Yo
I Know you know.
I m quite tramatized by all the bad news tts coming in. Firstly APTF ( meaning on standby, whereby on weekends if i m being phone activated i would haf to rush down to camp within 2 hrs and be prepared to leave camp for war in 2 hrs ). * the interesting thing is that if we got activated i would be able to drive my tank on public roads. heh. can bring all weapons and heavy arms onto public road and patrol. Aniw my APTF is starting this coming October and it ends on my birthday which is the last day of March. If anyone do realise its freaking 6 MONTHS....HALF A YR MAN!!! Next is by the look of my training programme, it shows tt i haf outfield every week starting from next week. Outifled last 3-4 days per week for 2-3 months straight. Totally crazy training programme. Oh man, i m so not mentally prepared for all the hardcore outfield training. tsk. on the other hand i haf off on monday!!! anyone free???
- Mood:
tired - Music:State Of Shock
It couldn't be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oohhh...
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
*on a random note atec is coming soon. The first phase is starting in nov. Soon i would be terribly busy, would be staying in camp most of the time. How i wish time could fly i would ORD tmr.
- Mood:
crappy - Music:Second Hand Serenade
Yay finally got my psp. Bought it at 360 with modification with every other accessories at Sim Lim. Its kinda expensive but i guezs its worth it though. Hahas was super happy when i bought it. O well guess the coulor!!!!
Its FELICIA BLUE
Simply put it its jus light blue or sky blue. HEH.
This week marks the end of my blk leave. No more leave for the entire of this year anymore. :( well booking in tonight at 1130. Tmr is another hardcore day again. Time to do my job as a spec alr. Been slacking ard for quite some time alr. Time to get back on track to CHOING again.
Hope tt i would haf a fun time in army, shag together wif my frens and my man. Build stronger bonds amongst us b4 we emback on the journey to atec. November!!! Phase 1 of atec!! grr!!! MORE OUTFIELD!!
Onthe bright side. i still haf my regular nights out on wed. hahas. anyone free on wed night?
- Mood:
chipper
First day at a new camp 2day and my impression of tt place is alr very bad. XIONG is the word to describe tt place. 1stly, all my man are mono intake, all ITE students. Many i would say are super nosiy and even much more vulgar thn me. Like 10X more vulgar thn me pls. 2ndly the place sux and the food sux. Hais. tmr i gonna haf soc test again and friday a 6km run followed by ippt test again. Dunoe y the hell we nid to do it so many times despite the fact tt we alr cleared it. So aniw, would be pretty busy from now on. The only gd things is my camp haf nights out every wednesday. Hahas how cool man!!! any1 wanna go out on wed???
ok gtg will update again on the weekends. got plenty of things to say abt my PC ( platoon commander )
Here comes the ultimate last exercise for my entire trainee phase.
Ex Transformers
This is so called the summary exercise for us to display our knowledge of what is being taught to us for the last 11 weeks. I hope it aint as hardcore as i haf expected it to be.
The past week could haf been the happiest days in my army life. Last week was really fun and most of the time even though my body is shag, my mind isnt. The entire of last week was filled wif fun and laughter. Heh. Guess wad i slept at 9 every night for the entire of last week. I found it super tiring for the entire of last week.
One more thing happy birthday Singapore. National Day soon woots!!! Pubilc Holiday!!! hahas. aniw i would be free on next monday. Any1 out ther free??? Let go out and chill!
- Mood:
optimistic - Music:with you
Woah Dark Knight is amazing. Woots, i would think its the best show this yr so far. It owns ironman 10Xs. Come to think of it nice movies are hard to come by nowadays. All the nice movies come from marvel comics man. Hard to find really nice nice movies like armagadon and ladder 49. o wells gonna watch red cliff tmr. hahas. Romance of the 3 kingdoms!!! love the entire thing abt romance of the 3 kingdoms. cant imagine i read the entire storybook of it last time.
Had a 8km run this friday at ECP. woah. never imagine i could haf done it. i haven been doing any physical training in army for the last 5 weeks and this time they made us run 8km. Where did the progressive training been to man???
Another thing i came to know of this super nice song. Check it out man
My love My Valentine
- Mood:
hungry
many unhappy things haf happened. Be it wif my family or wif my frens. Theres jus this period of time where i thought everything i haf established haf jus fallen apart. Glad tt period of time is over. Hahas. Alright enuf of the emo talk. Well the past week has been a pretty hectic week for me. Wif an aim i realise i am able to view things in a different prospect. to think abt it for the past week i haf been pretty "ON". hahas. never in my 6 months of army life haf i choinged tt much. Did practically almost everything. Those dirty jobs like clearing the mud holes, going under the tank to clean the belly of the tanks tt no 1 wish to do....I DID IT ALL!!! some pple might see me as dumb but i was feeling someone has to do it. So y not me? silly yea? hahahs
4 more weeks! I would offically become a 3rd SGT. A promotion again!!! hahas. most imptly more pay!!! hahas. hopefully if i really become platoon sgt ( fingers crossed ) i would become a 2nd Sgt. hahas sounds more zai yea??? hahas
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
- Mood:
numb
YAY!
ARMOUR ENGINEER
Finally, my long waited vacation. I m super duper happy man. O well u pple must be wondering wad am i doing at home when i m suppose to be in camp. Hahas, guess wad i haf a half day break from camp. Tmr i m moving off to another camps. To armour camp where all the kings of the jungles (tanks) are.
Hope i get to drive 1 soon. Suddenly i haf a song in mind.
I a steamroller baby.....
Just rolling down the line...
So you better get out of my way now
or i roll all over you
so you better get out of my way now
or i roll all over you
with a little WOO!
little WOO!
little rock and roll
with a little WOO!
little WOO!
little rock and roll
OOO theres another nice song i love. We sang this last night all 176 of us singing the same song, togetheras on together as an entire course. Last night was the best night i had for the entire month i spent in ETI/STW
Too bad i cant put the link up on this blog. Check it out on youtube.
"ALL OUT OF LOVE"
The title of this blog "ETI/STW" sounds pretty chiiim right? hahahs. tt is the place where i belong to now. Engineers Training Institute / Specailist Training Wing. Well i haf been at the place for 1 month alr. How fast time flies man. As a matter of fact 7 more weeks and i will be thru wif all the courses and training. Hahas. I cant imagine how happy i would be wif myself when i pass out in 7 weeks time.
Another thing tts currently in my mind is i dunoe where i would be posted to this wednesday. This is the last week tt i will be together wif ETI/STW. this week marks the end of my basic phase as a combat engineer. Wednesday we will pack our stores and move over to other camps for our specialisation phase which is 7 weeks long. I find the way my course works is pretty cool. We will spend 4 weeks of our time at ETI/STW for our basic phase after which we will move out to other camps for our specialisation. There are many courses for specialisation, of which are Armour Engineering, Field Engineering, Bridging, Plant Engineering, CBRD (chemical, biological and radiation defense ) , EOD ( a.k.a bomb squad ) many many more. Hahas. Guesss where i would like to land myself into??? hahahs. I WAN ARMOUR ENGINEER. its so cool can, can drive tank and go bashing thru the forest knocking everything down. Drving a king of a jungle ard. I heard its a pretty though course, but i m willing to take up the challenge if i m given the chance to go. I heard they are selecting like 23 out of 41 into tt course. Places are limited. May god be wif me man.
Now i jus cant wait to get my favoured posting. i would be so happy if i can get into it man.
had a mini cls gathering ytd, the company was great. Miss sch and everyone so much. ESP the freedom!!! watched "u dun mess wif zohan" hahas super cool/funny/lame show. the entire show was jus plain laughter. ytd was such a great day, more cls outings shld be organised man and of course to get everyone to show up.
- Mood:
bouncy
Lets see i have been enlisted into army for 5 months already. Hahas. Time really flies when we are at something. Well i could say army was truely a brand new experience for me. Still remember the day when i 1st enlist we were all gathered in the auditorium all waiting anxiously to find out which coy we are in. i turned to my right and left just to see some people wif the flustered look on their faces. Some were with their friends ( how lucky ). Then came our sergeant major ( aka discipline master ). He introduced himself with thatt manly voice and he looked extremely fierce wif tt ridiculously buffed body and the red beret ( meaning commando). We or rather me alone was terrified. Later on we proceed on to our bunks and get to meet my bunk mates that i am goin to spend my time with for the 9 weeks. There were little interaction amongst during the first few weeks, however as days passes by we got out of our comfort zones and started BULLSHITTING each other. Hahas. 9 weeks passed in a blink of an eye and there came POP (passing out parade). At that point of time i was pretty sad that we are gonna part but life moves on. BMT was truely amazing, having to meet friends that have overcame adversity and obstacles that came in our way together.
Then came the sispec posting. The strange odd feeling came back when i first step into my new bunk and then again get to meet new friends. Its the same cycle man, seriously. I was quiet and din really mix around with my bunk mates. However as usual as days pass we got to know each other and then came all the CRAP. hahas. I really miss those peeps man. BSLC (basic section leader course ) in SISPEC was short. The entire course was like only 8 weeks, this time time flew by even more quickily.
Last week we had a class gathering with my fav cls 2T16 of 2007. I could say that was the best time i had this year. Although we merely had dinner which was really hot because i chose to take the extra hot and spicy soup for steamboat and went to Esplanade. I feel really happy. Thats probably due to the fact that i miss civilian life too much. I really missed the company of my class. I couldnt believe it but i really MISS SCHOOL. hahas.
O well this week was back in army. I wouldnt say it was hell but i guess i am just not used to it yet. I guess its the mindset i have ( which is to slack whenever possible ). In my new unit things work out differently. Jade once told me it all depends on how i look at things. It enlightened me surprisingly. Buhahas. Come to think of it how can training ever be easy. If its easy, why would we be calling it training. Hahas. It bring me to another thing, someone once told me before " PAIN IS WEAKNESS LEAVING THE BODY". It was all so true hahahs.
On a random note, i am taking SATs next week if i am not wrong. The problem is, i am totally not prepared for it. Hahas. I bought the SAT preparation book actually but i haven really touched it yet. Its as new as the books placed in popular book shelf. So I decided to type this post in proper english. Hahas. Have u people noticed it??? See if u people can find any! ( I doubt there it, hahahs) I haven used any short forms at all. WOOTS. Ok booking in again today. Bye people, time for more training!
FUCK UP!
First i bought tix for the band concert 2nite. Just 1 day before the concert my dad says he wanna celebrate birthday.
2day i went out in the aftnoon, came back and just to realise they postpone to celebrate his birthday next week.
wtf. Now i cant go concert, nid to pay up and most of all i rushed like fuck to get home to get such news.
WTF
